I took Ruby to the vet for surgery in 2016 for what we thought was a torn ligament. They did an x-ray before surgery and found it was a large tumor instead. Since she was already prepped for surgery, and the chest x-ray was clear, we went ahead with the amputation immediately. The post-amputation biopsy came back positive for osteosarcoma. Ugh. All my research said I’d be lucky to have another year with her.
August 2017, we celebrated her first ampuversary. She was still doing well, but I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop. All her checkups were good, and she was just my happy, hoppy, wiggly girl still. So we kept going.
Suddenly, it was August 2018 and we were celebrating her second ampuversary! This was about the time I started to think we were in the clear. She surpassed her life expectancy by an extra year! Maybe we’d caught it in time, and the amputation was enough to keep it from spreading.
Then, late in September she stopped eating her kibble. I thought maybe she was just over it. So I switched to something different, softer. That worked for a few days. Then she stopped eating that. I started to notice she was losing weight. She was still interested in “people” food so she was getting snacks when I would share. But one day, I gave her a piece of my string cheese, which is her absolute favorite. I’ve never eaten a whole string cheese while she’s in the house. But she wouldn’t take it. I set it down in front of her and she turned away. I called and made a vet appointment right away.
The vet checked her out and everything looked OK, other than the weight loss, but she wanted to do an x-ray “just to check.” My vet, admittedly, doesn’t have a poker face. When she walked into the room I knew it wasn’t good. She’s got 3 spots on her lungs, one large one on her spleen, and her liver and spleen are enlarged.
So, there isn’t much to be done now. I had decided against chemo after the amputation, and I’m sticking with that. I just know it’s not right for us, and the vet concurred that there wouldn’t be much benefit from chemo at this point. She gave us some medicine to help with nausea in case that’s why she wasn’t eating.
I know I’m incredibly lucky to have been blessed with two more years with Ruby after her osteosarcoma diagnosis, and knew this was coming… but it still sucks so hard.
For now, I’m just keeping her comfortable. Feeding her whatever snacks she wants (lots and lots of chicken!) She’s getting lots of snuggles and spending time with her favorite people. I’m just waiting for her to tell me when she’s ready to go… and hoping I’m able (and willing) to recognize the signs.